I come down to this trip with a different perspective than anyone else that steps on the plane. There are the obvious things--like the ultimate authority and responsibility for all 19 souls--and the less obvious--like the realization that this trip is as much about discipleship for the kids as it is about actual ministry they will do. They've set it up down here so that church ministry groups from across the world can come out and maximize their days here--getting high impact ministry experience within a structure with great accomodations and a setup that insulates them from danger, but allows them to interact with raw real-life suffering. All added together the DC is used by God to change literally thousands of lives every month, many on the streets of LA, but many more lives who take it back to their cities and implement the mission of reaching the lost there. Amazing stuff.
This place is changing the world. They are changing the physical and spiritual landscape of their city--and spreading it around the world through lives that get rocked here on short term missions trips. It's awe-inspiring.
My perspective coming in:So as I headed down here I was thinking about all these things. I was not thinking about how we could make this trip "fun," but how we could maximize the experience, be intentional every minute with the students, and set up a structure where the most transformation possible could take place in us and through us. But I've been surprised by this trip. To borrow an oft quoted phrase from one of my favorite authors: I've been
"surprised by joy." I have found--in this team of 14 teenagers and 5 youth staff leaders--the most life-changing, loving, and Spirit saturated joy I think I've ever experienced. I called Carissa last night after we returned to the DC at about 10pm--and talked to her for a half hour about how much I've laughed in the last 4 days. I've found--in Max, in Joel, in Sarah, in Joey, in Kaleen, in Katelyn, and in ever one of our kids--my joy. I put Joy in my little girl Olivia's name because I knew in her I would always find Joy--and I do. After missing her and Carissa (and our soon to be born Sophia Hope) in the first few days, I found myself longing to be home. But last night it was like I stepped back as God revealed to me what we have in FOS.
He summarized 4 days of unbelievable moments, one on top of the other, in my soul--and flooded me with joy. I've been experiencing His joy throughout the whole trip--laughing uncontrollably until my face hurts many times--but that joy is only experienced in its fullness because we are creating space for God to fill us with it.
Let me explain:Yesterday was an unreal day.
We ministered at Skid Row all day. Our kids did amazing. Watch an innocent, enthusiastic, mission-inspired 15 year old sophomore from Tumwater High School walk up to a 59 year old homeless man, face chapped from years sleeping outdoors, entire earthly abode carried on his back; and watch that teenager hand him a snickers bar and say, "Good morning, you want a little extra energy pick-me-up for today? Here's a Snickers. We're serving a free hot lunch at 1:30 right down the street at the VOA--we'd love to have you join us! What's your name?" Watch as that face--torn and bruised from the world humans broke--cracks (literally) a smile and says, "Sure, I don't have any plans for lunch....um....my name's John..."
Watch that scene and if tears don't fill your eyes there may be something wrong with your soul. Yesterday was filled with moments like that.
Life is measured in moments--and my life was filled yesterday until it started bursting at the seams...and when it overflowed my soul I found what life is supposed to be called--it's supposed to be called "Joy."
A night to step back and see JOY:After a day filled with intense ministry--our kids were worn out. We wanted to surpise them last night with a really exciting night that would clear their minds and souls and refresh them. Christy and I planned just such a night--but we didn't tell any of the kids any details. All four van drivers were pelted with questions as we drove to Glendale--a very safe suburb of LA about 15 minutes from the DC. We pulled up to the parking lot of a giant YMCA building--parked and got out--and as the kids gathered around I tried one out on them to see how they'd respond. "Okay guys, we've been given an opportunity tonight by our friends here at the YMCA! We get to serve dinner to everyone at the Y!" What happened next was hilarious.
Carlee--who provides the dictionary definition of words such as enthusiasm, spunk, excitement, and energy immediately jumps up in the air and squeels--YES!!! ALRIGHT!!! HOW EXCITING!!!
You seriously had to be there to appreciate the scene as I made this announcement: it all happened in an instant: Carlee jumps up in the middle of the group joyfully enthusiastic and simultaneously all 13 of the other teenagers eyes dropped to their shoes--totally disappointed and exhausted at the thought of pouring out when empty--but with a kind of willing submission to the task needing to be done. I gave the joke about 7 seconds--but decided to break the truth to them to avoid mutiny. "Just kidding guys...Wow...you are fleshly pagans!" The nervous laughter started to bubble up as they realized I was joking. "This is a fun night you guys; we're proud of you for how hard you've been working these last couple of days and we're going to reward you with some family time."
We then launched into a
competition between 4 teams made up of the students/leader from each of the 4 different vehicles. Each team needed a name: we had 1) The Pirate Germs (Margot, Davy B., Katelyn, and Erin R.), 2) Conchitas (Christy, Joey, Morgan W., Kaleen, and Lucas), 3) Team Dave (Megan, Dave B., Morgan N., Carlee, and Kelsey), and 4) The Managers (named after our vehicle--a slick Ford Flex SEL we call "the Manager:" this team was myself, Max, Joel, Sarah, and Emily). The game was a
digital picture alphabet scavenger hunt. The goal of the game--run around the surrounding blocks taking pictures with a digital camera of things that start with letters from A to Z--each picture had to have a team member in it--as well as the object you were photographing. The 26 pictures had to be in order, and you could only take pictures of words on signs 5 of the 26 times. To give you an example: for "I" we took a pic of Emily in front of an "Intersection," for "F" I shot a pic of Max jumping up grabbing a hold of a Fire-escape. After we said "Go" all 19 of us ran with our teams down the streets to get the pictures. It was incredibly hilarious. The creativity of the kids was epic. After about 15 minutes all 4 teams were back at the starting point (the cars in the YMCA parking lot)--and we went through all 104 pics together--laughing at what we had thought of. We're planning on picking the 26 most creative (one for each letter) and putting it together in some sort of a DC photo-book when we get home. And for the recond...the Pirate Germs took home the title.
From there we walked through Glendale--making our way toward Cold Stone--where each team member got to order their favorite ice cream. There was only one guy working on a what was a normal slow Wednesday night for Cold Stone. As we walked in the guy just started laughing--and in true Cold Stone fashion--the college student who attends USC entertained us with songs, dances and some crazy ice cream tricks.
It was in this Cold Stone that I stepped back a few times and just experienced the
moment. All 19 of us--laughing and enjoying each other--rehearsing inside jokes that have developed--overflowing with Joy that is in our lives because Jesus has saved us and given us each other. It was unreal. It was a night filled with moments that I will never forget. Memories that can't be erased now fill our minds--and these memories were able to inhabit us to a fuller extent because God created space in us through our sacrifice of serving him during the preceding two days of ministry. Everyone agreed this morning that last night may have been the most fun any of us have ever had.
Cell Phone Controversy:Yesterday we took all their cell phones away. I implemented a texting/messaging fast that will continue at least until we leave the DC Friday. Why? I just felt like we needed it. Our leaders still have phones--and kids can call their parents if they have to at night--but if you're 15 and you live in America--you can't experience moments of deep focus if you have your cell phone on you.
That's just reality. A few kids balked at it at first--but by this morning I was hearing things like "I don't even miss my phone--I'm not even thinking about it--It's actually nice not worrying about it" from most of the kids.
In our devotional today I brought up yesterday's memories--Skid Row all day and great family time all evening--and I pointed something out to the team, "Do you guys think we would have had the time of our lives last night if we had spent all day playing video games or watching TV?" A loud
"No way!" resounded from the troops. I continued: "You know why we were able to experience deep joy and real love with each other? Because we had allowed God to create space in our souls for it. We turned off our phones--got away from the vegetating experience that marks our existence--and truly connected with who God created us to be." Heads nodded as they began to realize the image that we've been created in. It's the image of a God who is love, who holds ultimate Joy within Him--and whose heart breaks because the world He created to reflect the love and joy that is Him has been raped by sin. As we realize this and work to change it--and work to restore His image on our faces and within our reach--
it is at those moments that we touch Him and He touches us. My life is changing. All 18 of my team members would sit here and say the same thing. We are finding Joy. We are finding Love. We are realizing that sin takes these from us and that our culture tries to distract us from understanding this. As we've stripped those distractions away we've seen Him. I've seen Him.
I saw Him last night more clearly than I have in a long time. I saw Him in
John Maxwell "Max" Martin--and his unbelievably hilarious one-liners. I saw Him in
Sarah Stanley and her sweet and thoughtful demeanor and great sense of humor.
I saw Him in
Joel Vandekieft and his unexplainably intelligent wit.
I saw Him in
Emily Hamack whose mature leadership looks like Jesus.
I saw Him in
Katelyn Ritchie's artistic genius and creative laughter.
I saw Him in
Davy Butler's honest hunger for true life.
I saw Him in
Erin Rice's deeply unique and gut-busting antics.
I saw Him in
Carlee Collins awe-inspiring child-like innocence and unadulterated enthusiasm. I saw Him in
Lucas Halter's pure hunger to enjoy every moment to its fullest.
I saw Him in
Morgan Wilson's desire to laugh at everything concievable.
I saw Him in
Morgan Nicholls and her appreciation and thankfulness for the perspective God is creating in her life.
I saw Him in
Kaleen Mercer's depth and capacity to internalize true love and joy at barely 15 years old.
I saw Him in
Kelsey Hummel's beautiful smile--lighting up lives that can't escape it's sincerity.
I saw Him in
Joey Vela's honest love for people--no guile, no pretense--purely motivated by a pulse that beats deeply for Jesus.
And I saw Him in my leaders. In
Dave Baskett--raised in Elma--first time on a plane 4 days ago--who has become THE student favorite with his shear "Daveness." I saw Him in
Christy Briggs--the woman of God who changes more lives than anyone I've ever met through using her God-given talents with the most epic kingdom mentality I've ever seen (this trip would hardly exist without her). I saw Him in
Margot Knight--weeping 27 steps into Skid Row in the morning--compassion uncontrollable for a dying world--and dancing with Joy surrounded by friends who her heart now calls family--in Cold Stone that evening to the Beatles tunes blaring from an Ipod. And I saw Him in
Megan McClain--whose heart beats for justice, whose mind is on fire for God, who dwells deeply in life as a woman of God's presence, and who leads our girls with such intelligence that they may not realize her impact until they are many years down the road from here.
A life is changing. It's the life God gave to me. I have been surprised by joy. Thank you Jesus.